LeaVe HiM or NoT..?

yesterday,

i feel so blue..

i think and think

and still thinking..

should i leave him him or not?

i do love him

and gonna miss him

but it still flying

deep in my head

about what he told to my friend

did he love or not?

why he told me that he loves me

while in my back

he told her that..

he just want to guide me till i success

so, what he have done to me

all this time

just want to take my heart 

then to throw away

i'm so confuse right now

but deep in my heart

i dont want

to keep him anymore

i dont want someone 

that just thinking 

about his self only

he is so selfish.. (i think)

whoaaa.. dont like this feeling.

i wish..

if i could turn back time

i wish i never know him

and will not meet him even a second

Pada masa dahulu, ada sebuah kampung di mana semua rakyatnya amat rajin belaka tidak ada yang malas. Jadi pada suatu hari, rajanya membuat pengumuman hendak mencari seorang yang malas.

Semasa perhimpunan itu, adalah seorang lelaki mengaku, katanya, “Patik adalah yang paling malas.” Raja pun bertanya, “Apa tahap malas tuan hamba?” Lalu jawab lelaki tersebut, “Kalau patik hendak makan, ada orang yang suapkan patik.”

Tiba-tiba datang seorang lelaki lagi lalu berkata, “Patik lebih malas lagi daripada dia tuanku.” Tuanku pun bertanya kepadanya, “Sampai mana pulak tahap malas tuan hamba?” Maka jawabnya, “Kalau patik makanpun, sampai ada orang tolong kunyahkan.”

Maka raja pun terdiam seketika. Tanpa disangka² datang seorang budak lelaki kepadanya sambil berkata,

“Patik adalah yang paling malas tuanku.” Raja pun bertanya, “Bagaimana pula tahap kemalasan kamu si budak?” Budak itu pun menjawab, “Nak cite pun malas.”

sekian.. =)

poor me..

yesterday,

i accompany my friend 

went some places

feel so fun

because i got escape 

from my work place

and go somewhere

but still i a little unhappy

because someone 

is not with me there

when i see my friend with 

his beloved boyfriend

me....

just watching them alone

i really...

really hope that he will be 

appear there suddenly

but, its ok.

since i really

really want to go there

finally i got to be there

even without him

well, this is my picture

taken by myself

enough for now

to be continue next post

daa~ =)

JusT LeaVe mE aLoNe

dont disturb me please..! 

i cant stand anymore. 

enough by today.

it really annoying me a lot. 

what the hell with u

to changes my thing with yours

mines are mines

FOREVER

dont you dare touch

or

i wil get angry with you 

MORE

MORE

AND MORE....

warggggghhhhh

i'm very angry today

watch out for those who 

make me angry today

ggrrrrr!!!

i dont care who are you

if u're being to selfish

i'll be selfish too

now i'll just care about my self

not satisfied??

go to hell la..

LOVE THE DAY

i love today soooo much...  

<3 <3 <3 (wink wink)

coz' today the person i love took 

me shopping at tesco. even i cant be with 

him for a long time, i'm happy. 

finally, my wish to hang out with him is 

already fulfilled. hehee~ just forget it.

yesterday, he brought me to kfc. 

he just took me suddenly.

what a surprise..??!! 

even he has final 

exam paper in the next morning. 

i really clueless with him these recent day. 

i think almost 1 year he did not 

accompany me anymore. 

if i want to go shopping, 

then he will give me a motorcycle. 

i dont want your bike, i want you.. 

but its only in my heart.

never mind, its alright. 

i just think positive that he believe i'll be fine.

btw, the most important thing is 

i'm happy with him.

never forget him. 

he will always in my mind 

though i did not say it. 

love him.. 

p/s: his name n pic is confidential. just my family n friend know about it. =)

WoRkinG vS noT woRkinG...

waaa... 

such a long time i'm not writing here.

i'm so buzy right now. 

i miss my life before so much...

#1

i got allowance from MARA.

#2

i had so many time to join my friends to waste time at shopping complex and beach.

#3

i can go to any places at any time. don't need to worry about being scolded after that, just be happy...

#4

i can sleep all the time in the

morning till noon.

#5

i can study at any time i want.

But now, if i'm not working..
#1
i cant pay my house rent.
#2
i cant pay bill.
#3
what i hate more is..
i cant buy so much food like before.

waaah.. i'm so hepy =)

wahahaha.. the weather is so great tonight,  my mood too. bwu je lpas abes tgk video klip korea. dowg record sal kehidupan artis yg bru kawen. pasal nichkhun dari group 2 pm ngn victoria dari group f(x). bestnye tgk.. tp ida cme knal artis 2 pm je, x penah lak dgr kumpulan f(x) nie. artis baru kott.. ( may be la..)


byk la yg ida tgk td yg blh diadaptasi dlm khidupan seharian kte ni. sbb dow saling lengkap melengkapi antara satu sama lain.


tp ida tgk dowg dua ni mcm bgus woo.. bkn npe, dowg saling tolong menolong satu sama lain. lg, dowg npk mcm x knl antara satu sama lain mase mule2 kawen. makna kata lain, dowg cube memahami dan mengenali pasangan dowg selepas kawen. jd mcm2 ragam la ida blh tgk td. klakar pn ade..


klu korg nk taw,dua2 ni foreigner. nichkhun ni asal Thailand, victoria lak asal dari China. kirenye jmpe jodoh kt korea la.. dpd x tw bhs korea, dowg blaja bhs korea, smpai dua2 dh fasih cakap korea. mmg super la dowg ni. (tibe2 trase nk jd cm dowg dua)..
mmg klas la.


ade 1 part tuh, die tnjuk betapa caringnye nichkhun as a husband, dsbbkn die x blh teman victoria study utk amek driving test (yg berkomputer) sbb jadual yg padat, die buat 1 buku yg ade soklan2 test yg sdh ditranslatekan utk victoria. jd sng la victoria nk study.. wow.. caring kn..?
(just like si die) ..miss him suddenly..<3<3<3 

comel kn dowg..  kawai.. =)

tomey..

wow.. camping. nk join skali blh..?
hehehe...

ni la gmbr nichkhun ngn victoria. sama cantik sama padan kn. ni mmg muke asal dowg. natural. tanpa plastic surgery. ye la,kbykn artis korea kn bt pmbdhn plastik sbb nk suwoh nmpk cantik.


takat ni dlu ek.. to be continue next time.
bcoz..ida pn x abes ag tgk klip dowg. byk sgt..
t sambung lenkali lak.. nk kna rest jp. kul 10 t nk g keje lak. morning sume. hehehe.. (skg kul 6pg waktu malaysia)