LeaVe HiM or NoT..?

yesterday,

i feel so blue..

i think and think

and still thinking..

should i leave him him or not?

i do love him

and gonna miss him

but it still flying

deep in my head

about what he told to my friend

did he love or not?

why he told me that he loves me

while in my back

he told her that..

he just want to guide me till i success

so, what he have done to me

all this time

just want to take my heart 

then to throw away

i'm so confuse right now

but deep in my heart

i dont want

to keep him anymore

i dont want someone 

that just thinking 

about his self only

he is so selfish.. (i think)

whoaaa.. dont like this feeling.

i wish..

if i could turn back time

i wish i never know him

and will not meet him even a second

Pada masa dahulu, ada sebuah kampung di mana semua rakyatnya amat rajin belaka tidak ada yang malas. Jadi pada suatu hari, rajanya membuat pengumuman hendak mencari seorang yang malas.

Semasa perhimpunan itu, adalah seorang lelaki mengaku, katanya, “Patik adalah yang paling malas.” Raja pun bertanya, “Apa tahap malas tuan hamba?” Lalu jawab lelaki tersebut, “Kalau patik hendak makan, ada orang yang suapkan patik.”

Tiba-tiba datang seorang lelaki lagi lalu berkata, “Patik lebih malas lagi daripada dia tuanku.” Tuanku pun bertanya kepadanya, “Sampai mana pulak tahap malas tuan hamba?” Maka jawabnya, “Kalau patik makanpun, sampai ada orang tolong kunyahkan.”

Maka raja pun terdiam seketika. Tanpa disangka² datang seorang budak lelaki kepadanya sambil berkata,

“Patik adalah yang paling malas tuanku.” Raja pun bertanya, “Bagaimana pula tahap kemalasan kamu si budak?” Budak itu pun menjawab, “Nak cite pun malas.”

sekian.. =)

poor me..

yesterday,

i accompany my friend 

went some places

feel so fun

because i got escape 

from my work place

and go somewhere

but still i a little unhappy

because someone 

is not with me there

when i see my friend with 

his beloved boyfriend

me....

just watching them alone

i really...

really hope that he will be 

appear there suddenly

but, its ok.

since i really

really want to go there

finally i got to be there

even without him

well, this is my picture

taken by myself

enough for now

to be continue next post

daa~ =)